January 2009
3 posts
That wasn't so bad.
I’m now on a 12 week confidence boosting mission. In the past anything like that has always failed because I just expect to sit back and for things to magically change. But I know now that if I want to do this I have to work really hard at it and be committed. This week I’m just gonna work at getting some structure back in my life cos right now I have none at all.
I’m making a...
Heavy day ahead I think...
Only two days left until my mum is officially allowed to start nagging me about getting a job. I’m a bit scared. On the bright side, after two months of not being allowed to talk about it, I think she’s starting to realise some of the things that are making it particularly difficult for me. I’m not trying to make excuses, that’s just the way it is, I am more than willing to...